(Num. 1) Have you tried to be a born again before? And all you got was finding yourself in the sins you promised yourself you wouldn't commit again? The more you tried, the more difficult it became. And then you got fed up. It's like I am an addict to this and that. Why don't I just continue? Besides, I know of a hundred and one people who do the same. I don't have to take the very life out of myself for the sake of righteousness. God himself understands. He saw how hard I tried. After all, I'm still as ethical as I was and I have an acceptable behavior.
(Num. 2) I just have this problem of not having the willingness to pray. Anytime I try to pray, I find myself getting tired or even sleepy. When any other person is leading the prayer section, I'm always like, "When are we gonna stop. I think we've spent enough time"

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Short note.
DON'T EVER GIVE UP ON IT. KEEP TRYING. REMEMBER JESUS SAID ANYONE WHO HOLDS THE PLOUGH AND LOOKS BACK IS NOT WORTHY OF HIS KINGDOM. JUST SAY TO YOURSELF, "I'M BORN TO WIN AND NOT TO LOSE. A WINNER I AM AND A WINNER I'LL ALWAYS BE." I ASSURE YOU THAT GOD WILL DEFINITELY SEE YOU THROUGH. GOD BLESS YOU....
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